September 20, 2018

I've kept telling myself, 

'Da, you're just being hypersensitive'

'Da, you're being irrational'.

Yet, as much as I'm doing my best to rationalise every situation, may it be big or small, I just can't help it.

I knew I've been experiencing post-partum/antenatal depression and anxiety ('meroyan' as Bruneians called it). Up to this day wh...

June 9, 2017

The closer I'll be getting to meet my mini boyfriend, the more nervous I'm getting.

Will I be strong enough to go through labor?
How will my husband and I be as parents?
Will this miracle really change my priorities forever?

No matter how much I've kept on reminding myself to be mentally set for anything, no human being can ever be pre...

April 16, 2017

The only way that I'll completely get rid of my stuff at my parents' place is to secretly get rid of them myself behind their backs.

It is a cultural norm in our society to keep our belongings as much and as long as possible. The culture comes from the older generations where they kept hold of things as obtaining them were difficult...

December 12, 2016

I was one out of million singles who had stopped looking and started to self improve.

My greatest escape from my temptation to be held by a significant other was diverted to cultural and self discovery through travelling.

The sights, the taste, the physical and emotional feels I have experienced through out those years of being singl...

December 4, 2016

It was my dream trip to head to Japan but I never thought it would have been this soon.

I was counting days, my mind was set on our honeymoon to Aussie. Oh dear husband had a surprise, a quick plan change.

'Bebe! Tickets are booked! Not to Melbourne.. *pause* We're going to Japan!' , all thrill and dandy.

I awkwardly smiled, let my mi...

November 12, 2016

I am a smoker, possibly an extreme one at some point.

Here's the good news, I'm quitting.

Quitting a habit is never easy.

Everyone has their reason why they initiated and eventually become smokers, may it be irrational. One common thing that every smoker knows is that, it is not good for us.

But we smoke anyway.

In Year 2012, I started...

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