September 20, 2018

I've kept telling myself, 

'Da, you're just being hypersensitive'

'Da, you're being irrational'.

Yet, as much as I'm doing my best to rationalise every situation, may it be big or small, I just can't help it.

I knew I've been experiencing post-partum/antenatal depression and anxiety ('meroyan' as Bruneians called it). Up to this day wh...

June 9, 2017

The closer I'll be getting to meet my mini boyfriend, the more nervous I'm getting.

Will I be strong enough to go through labor?
How will my husband and I be as parents?
Will this miracle really change my priorities forever?

No matter how much I've kept on reminding myself to be mentally set for anything, no human being can ever be pre...

April 16, 2017

The only way that I'll completely get rid of my stuff at my parents' place is to secretly get rid of them myself behind their backs.

It is a cultural norm in our society to keep our belongings as much and as long as possible. The culture comes from the older generations where they kept hold of things as obtaining them were difficult...

December 4, 2016

It was my dream trip to head to Japan but I never thought it would have been this soon.

I was counting days, my mind was set on our honeymoon to Aussie. Oh dear husband had a surprise, a quick plan change.

'Bebe! Tickets are booked! Not to Melbourne.. *pause* We're going to Japan!' , all thrill and dandy.

I awkwardly smiled, let my mi...

November 19, 2016

On 18th Nov 2016, was the start of a new beginning, that I have became a wife.

We had been waiting for this moment and everything was just how I imagined it to be.

I had my dream wedding dress, my dream bouquet, the venue I always dreamt to be solomenized and most importantly, to be married to the man of my dreams.

I thought that the...

November 10, 2016

I personally used to blog on a daily basis way back, before I started to transform into a responsible adult.

Life has never been easy but if we keep on holding a good perspective to it, then life itself can be bearable overtime.

This year, this month, within two weeks, I'll be a married woman. I'm feeling a mixture of anxiety, nervou...

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